High-functioning anxiety

Auroville has long been envisioned as a living laboratory of human unity, a space where individual and collective consciousness can evolve in harmony with the Divine. Yet, even here, the pressures of aspiration and the friction of authority reveal themselves in subtle but persistent ways.


Previously published November 2025

Auroville has long been envisioned as a living laboratory of human unity, a space where individual and collective consciousness can evolve in harmony with the Divine. Yet, even here, the pressures of aspiration and the friction of authority reveal themselves in subtle but persistent ways. In recent years, I have observed a rise in High-Functioning Anxiety (HFA) among Aurovilians, an inner unrest hidden beneath competence, devotion, and intelligence. These patterns, familiar in high-functioning individuals, are mirrored collectively in the community. Far from being signs of failure, they are reflections of latent spiritual capacities, omnipotence, omnipresence, and omniscience, seeking expression amid disharmony.

This essay explores the interplay of HFA, collective evolution, and the crucial role of conscious authority in guiding all entities of the Auroville Foundation toward harmony.


Stress and High-Functioning Anxiety (HFA)

For the past several years, I have been exploring human stress, with a particular focus on High-Functioning Anxiety (HFA). High Functioning Anxiety is a subtle form of inner unrest, cloaked beneath competence. It inhabits those who are capable, compassionate, and wise — yet quietly hosts a merciless inner critic, driven by the ceaseless urge to prove, please, or perfect.

In studying high-functioning individuals, I observed that they often have a remarkable tolerance for stress and pressure. On the surface, they appear composed, capable, and self-sufficient, giving little indication that they might need help or support. Indeed, they usually manage well — but their coping mechanisms often take the form of overdoing, overgiving, and overthinking. These recurring tendencies are what I call High-Functioning Anxiety (HFA) patterns.

Yet there is something deeper at play: these HFA patterns are not simply psychological behaviours to manage. They are signals of latent spiritual awakening, human capacities stretched under pressure, striving for harmony, and quietly reflecting the divine qualities within them: omnipotence, omnipresence, and omniscience.


The table below provides an overview:

HFA PatternDescriptionStrengthImbalanceDrivine Reflection
OverdoingIndividuals who persevere. They strive, create, and take responsibility tirelessly.Will, action, purposeEffort without easeOmnipotence: the power to act effectively, expressed through Karma Yoga
OvergivingIndividuals who feel deeply responsible for others, prioritising others’ needs over their own.Heart, empathy, connectionCare without boundariesOmnipresence: the presence that connects and cares, expressed through Bhakti Yoga
OverthinkingIndividuals who constantly plan, antgicipate, and analyse, seeking clarity to avoid mistakes.Intelligence, discernment, clarityThought without restOmniscence: the wisdom to perceive deeply, expressed through Jnana Yoga


Aurovilians and High-Functioning Anxiety

In recent years, I have observed a marked rise in HFA among Aurovilians, friends, colleagues, acquaintances, and even within myself. Perhaps this is not surprising. Many Aurovilians are here because of an inherent spiritual awakening, carrying within them the seeds of omnipotence, omnipresence, and omniscience. And when these capacities encounter friction — within themselves or through interaction with external structures — it is only natural that familiar HFA patterns emerge: overdoing, overgiving, overthinking.

I have seen devoted doers, generous givers, and deep thinkers showing signs of physical fatigue, emotional exhaustion, and mental burnout. This strain is amplified by the fact that the current authority is often experienced as:

Judging with biased lenses
Condemning with little understanding
Punishing without discernment
Belittling the goodness that has already been achieved

The strain in Auroville is evident at a collective level. Just as in individuals, Auroville as a collective organism is also experiencing HFA: the drive to do relentlessly more, give more, think more, to uphold its ideals and manifest the Dream, even under challenging circumstances. The community is under pressure, yet it is not in fear; it is in waiting, caught in the natural friction of evolution, where human aspiration stretches toward higher aims within structures and authorities not yet evolved enough to support them. Seen this way, the collective patterns of overdoing, overgiving, and overthinking are not flaws, but reflections of Auroville’s latent divinity seeking expression and harmony.

Conditioned Authority vs Conscious Authority

What I have come to see is that the root of all stress is disharmony. Sri Aurobindo once wrote,“All problems of existence are essentially problems of harmony.”

In the individual, this disharmony appears as a misalignment between different parts of the being; in the collective, as a misalignment between individuals or groups that have drifted from their shared purpose.

Indeed, every problem that surfaces, personal or collective, is life signalling that some aspect of our nature has fallen out of sync with its innate rhythm. What seeks restoration is not a mere solution, but first and foremost, harmony.

At present, the authority operating through the Auroville Foundation Secretary’s Office has not yet evolved to meet the community’s latent divinity seeking expression. For if it had, its actions would have united rather than separated, healed rather than harmed, encouraged rather than punished, inspired rather than coerced.

What was put in place to solve an essentially governance problem, in practice, created more problems than it sought to resolve.

As The Mother reminded us, and I am paraphrasing: the true government is the government by the Divine Consciousness… until that is established, there will be a mixture. Authority should be exercised in the spirit of service, not power.

In this light, a vital question arises, not as opposition, but as evolution:

What form of authority can truly support Auroville’s movement from problem to harmony, from the strain of High-Functioning Anxiety to the conscious expression of its inherent omnipotence, omnipresence, and omniscience, in service of manifesting the Dream?

A Call for Conscious Authority: Moving from Problem to Harmony

Auroville today mirrors the patterns of High-Functioning Anxiety at a collective level, a community holding fast to its faith in the Dream by overdoing, overgiving, and overthinking. It is strained under the weight of conditioned authority not yet evolved to support its deeper emergence. From the outside, this strain may appear as submission, compliance, or silence, but it is neither success nor failure. It is transition: a living organism straining and evolving toward a higher state of harmony.

If conditioned authority has brought us to this state of stress, then conscious authority must become the bridge toward harmony. Auroville was never meant to be governed through control, but guided through consciousness. The question is not merely who holds authority, but how authority itself is held, whether it constrains or liberates, divides or unites, coerces or inspires.

If Auroville is a living laboratory of human unity, then its authority too must become an experiment in conscious evolution. Each of the three pillars, the Residents’ Assembly, the Governing Board, and the International Advisory Council, carries a responsibility that is not merely administrative, but evolutionary. Their true task is to embody states of consciousness: the sincerity of collective aspiration, the wisdom of experience, and the wideness of global perspective.

To move from problem to harmony, authority must cease to react from fear or control. It must learn to listen deeply, without defensiveness or judgment, to what life itself is revealing through conflict and resistance. Every crisis in Auroville is a call to refine the vibration through which we act.

Until we are capable of living entirely by the inner law of the Divine, some form of external authority will remain necessary. But even that authority can aspire to reflect the higher law, flexible rather than rigid, discerning rather than dogmatic, sincere rather than strategic. Such authority does not rule; it serves the unfolding of consciousness.

Let us, then, together, RA, GB, and IAC, take responsibility to restore harmony. Let us not merely replace a conditioned authority, but replace the very spirit of authority, so that it may remember its true purpose: not to rule, but to serve the Divine unfolding of Auroville.

With faith in the latent divinity of each Aurovilian and the unfolding of the Dream,

By Mandakini Skoles

Previously published in N&N No. 1099, November 2025

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